" I'm so happy now."
"huh why?"
"I dont know I just am, I think I really love you."
(smiles to self)


I Love You I Love You I Love Youuuuu!

I know you're so looking at this.

Hi, today turned out to be fantastic. Last night was a disaster. Haha but today was so fineee babbyyy!

I love you lovelove.

Shall sleep since ur asleep now. Ting ting you so cute. ai si ni worzxzx. HAHAHHA!

Goodnight, air port tmr morning. tired alr.

Bye.

Sleep has been really important to me this semester, like last semester I could go on without sleep. Now, I can't. It's really draining, but whats worst is that it isn't school work that drains me out. It's the hours I spent on the phone each night, 1 hour put away to talk. Which I obviously do not want to regret it. So I'm awake at this unearthly hour like a sec school kid, I'm gonna do my work. Had a lot on my mind, replied messages and felt a whole lot better. Remember people, don't let little things blow things up ( nudges Stacey, hor hor?)

Haha, okay I need to get started on ComDI or Imma kill myself.

Mom and Brother leaving tomorrow, kinda sad. But I will spend time with my friends and dad. Haha, okay wish me luck for today and Imma stay up tonight and do my work. Shall do a bit of adobe now.

Mom went to buy breakfast, she say I go with her then she buy what I want. Now its, hang clothes for her. When she's not around I have to wash clothes sia. Wahhhh, I dont know how to function the machine!

Okay airport tomorrow morning then maybe Blackk's place at night.

Good bye for now. Might be switching to blogger.
I'm going back to sleep at 9AM!

Look Liana, you seriously gotta stop man. You asked me once, you wanna ask me again? You asked Hannah too and I can't remember who? But for being so cheap, here's one for you. See I can rap too, it all rythms.

The first convo is way down, you can check it out. I dont make up such shit.
CHECK HER OUT ON FACEBOOK, LIANA PINKY!
Eh I helping you get sex buddies!

Liana

hi

11:40amJane

fuck off

u asked me for sex befr

11:41amLiana

wat?

11:41amJane

u went around asking for sex. everyone knows.

And it's of today, I start caring about you and wanting your attention.


Just don't haunt me.

My feelings right now are those which no words can describe, I'm so happy but I'm scared too.

I Cannot Lose You, Not Now.

Never.


I Want You To Be The Best Thing, Ever ♥


Do Not Knock Me Down. Again.

No school today, headed down to Rp with Lydia & Yuko, Stacey was gonna come but she went back and drew her kettle. Which is fucking due in exactly 12 hours time, I'm gonna fucking die. I've no drawing block, the adobe is fucking with me. FUCKING BAD NIGHT! Though I had a pretty awesome day!

Stupid sia Yuko, wanna dragon phoenix all. what Dragon(A.T) rape me every night. YAH SIA(ur favourite word)

I am damn tried because I've been on the phone rather than doing my work. Ya right now, i'd rather talk on the phone than do my work. I do not know what is ComDI all about and drawing essentials is... so O level art.

So kill me now. I really cannot handle all this shit, I am not motivated once again :( Like really la cannot.

I shall do a ten minute research on my presentation on friday (inserts the sian-est face).

FML la FML, fucking no life. But better than last month. But wah sian!

Okay byebye, knnbccb DAMN FUCKING NO LIFE! These coming weekends are for partying!

AIYA FUCK NO LA. IM GONNA SLEEP NOW NO TEN MIN RESEARCH ALL.

Just a quick update,
One block is over, Italian is over! :D New block starts tomorrow, two scaryshit subjects put together. But the timing isn't fucked up so..

and I'm fine, everything is fine. I didn't know I'd be fine so quickly. But whatever man, I've nothing to do with the loser who made me sad anymore :) Fucking glad bout that, I dont know if I'm living in self-denial, i may regret it one day? I dont know, but You can't use me. I'm too good for you. I'm sure about that :) and You know that too. Don't lie, don't deny it. You're a pathetic mothafucka, cheap!

My friends were right, you're a bastard!

ANYWAY, shopping in a bit with my mom and brother. You know they might be going to Taiwan or Korea next weeek. Argh :(

Okay bye. Desperate Housewives DVD doesnt wnana work, and THE HILLS TOOO.

Okay, I'm satisfied with life now. Bye

Tonight turned out to be quite perfect,
I hope I keep up.

We keep this up.

Why did you do that? to check if you had.. nevermind.

I'm so hungry now.
Michael Michalsky's Fashion show tomorrow at Zouk, we're invited. Teehee!

OKAY GOOD NIGHT MAN.

I'm sick of DOLCE&GABBANA!

Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
do you see ur name in JOKE
Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
let me emphasize
Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
JoKe

jk - imma bird says:
lol
jk - imma bird says:
got u also
jk - imma bird says:
JokE
jk - imma bird says:
things are ok between jane and eric(tan)

Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
WAH ASSHOLE

jk - imma bird says:
J OK E

Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
haha not lor JK is ur name
Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
HAHAHAHA FUCK UR FUCKING HILARIOUS
Jane Liew Imma Be Lambo-Gimme says:
hahaha

jk - imma bird says:
(Y)

My mac messenger is working again, it means everything will be working as per normal again. There's no school tomorrow. I caught a bit of Desperate Housewives. Gotta do up on Dolce and Gabbana tomorrow, or rather later. Really drained right now. I hope the stress will go all away and things will all go back to normal. A glass of water and off the bed I go . Usually before I sleep, I'd text you and tell you how much I miss you. I wouldn't do that anymore.

I loved that day :) when we would hug randomly and suddenly. I miss you so fucking much.

It's just slightly more difficult now. I just hope nothing gets in the fucking way. Maybe you did this so I cannot feel jealous and things are definitely better now.

I know I know, but I love You.
And it's a hard thing.

IT IS FUNNY! YOU SHUT UP.

I think I might leave the country for two weeks, to somewhere far far away. Haha USA la.
The last time I did something changed, I doubt it would now. But I don't wanna leave just because I'm so hurt.

I'm leaving cause I wanna miss zoukout. Okay there I said that. Who knows what I'd see there.

I woke up feeling so hurt today, so stupid. You shouldn't know about it. I'm not saying anything else. I won't even pick up the phone and call you, I cannot do that anymore, because I can't bring myelf to. and when we text now or even talk, we talk about the lamest things, I didnt want it to be this way because I'm not being myself. We may have always spoken this way but it's all different now.

Though I said " I won't ignore you because how the fuck can I ever bring myself to ignore or even hate you"

School at 6 later.

There's no more trust.

The way we speak.

We're still the same, I don't really have to try.
Because I know we'd still be the same. You're still the best after all this while.

Like really. I really fucking am grateful.

I Love You.

You're STILL the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I can never bring myself to ignore you, a least not for now.

I don't know why I feel this way all of a sudden,
Always wanted to feel this way.
Cause you fucking deserve it.

I ♥ You!
 Hee hee :)

Goodnight, hope you do well tomorrow.


Oh I can finally sleep after a long long day.
I want to see you!